starting a new
without you
:)

yggaw oinotna

I want to whisper into your ear, I want you to cook for me, I want to walk in the rain with you, I want to hold your hand, I want to you to hug me, I want to kiss you, I want to spend hours on the phone to you, I want to fall asleep with you I miss it… I want to laugh at you, I want you to brush the hair out of my face, I want to fall asleep in your arms, I want to be out in the city and let you know I’m thinking of you, I want to hang out with your friends and you hang out with mine... I want to be there when your upset and when your happy, I want to kiss in my car with you.. I want to study with you, I want to help you with tafe hw, I want to fall asleep watching tv with you, I want you to teach me how to play all your xbox and computer and ps games heh… I want to pull you in close, I want to drive you wherever, I want to be your woman, I want to have sex with you, I want to watch Billy Connelly with you ^^, I want to make noodles with you, I want to laugh with you, I want to play fight with you, I want to wrestle with you.. msg you till early I the morning… I want to be yours… I miss you

what to say

hmmm

i like you
obviously...
you already know this
we fight so much
and we annoy each other.
but i can't think of a time that i will be okay with
not speaking to you or seeing you.
i miss you like crazy
and i miss your moods because they made me laugh
and in the end we would still like each other
your really the opposite of everything i thought i wanted in a boy..
tattoos - you don't have
skate - you just can't :P
non moody - obviously your like a girl with PMS all the time

i just want to be yours. I hope again one day i can be...
i think i ...
you know.
I don't know...

You make me lost for words and i alway know what to say... I hate feeling not in control and at any moment i could just be broken pieces on the floor....

I don't even want to do anything else with anyone... just you... i want to fall asleep in your arms.

HAR

I'm glad i have stopped forming romantic attachments to any of the following: alcoholics, workoholics, sexaholics, commitment-phobics, peeping toms, megalomaniacs, emotional fuckwits, or perverts.

horraay for toraayyy :)

hello trentonsome

currently

finished : Watching Wedding Crashers
watching : bridget jones
talking to: trenton
fighting with: waggy
dinking: coffee
hot/cold : luke walm :P
wanting: secret
tomorrow: learning more wise things from college and yerrr
sleepy: meh

toray xx

title

I'm not quite sure what to say here.
I'm over all this thing... this thing that every girl craves and wants.
To be loved and cuddled and wanted.
not wanted like on all fours but wanted as in to be around.

To all you boys out there... i heard something today that i didn't really want to believe. "most of the time boys just want to get their dick wet"

well to all you boys that actualy DON'T GIVE A FUCK about girls fuck you i know so many girls just like me that have been messed up with you. I could count on all hands and feet a different girl that has told me "I really like this guy and i think he likes me too..." then they have sex ... and bye bye bye the guys fuck them off and move along to the next girl....

Why make the fucking effort i don't get it. To just fuck don't you want... a releationship someone to care about and that cares about you? If you are like the dreded guys I'm talking about .. think about it... your missing out. If you know the girl likes you why fuck her over in the first place... grow a spine and let her down softly and don't fuck her ....

It's so fucked these days
.... i know this is going to sound horrible ... but the boys that are lovely during the day are normaly.... to shy at night and the the boys that a wild at night couldnt give a fuck about the girls in the day....


Is there no half way? Is there no..... fucking boys out there that can be crazy in the sack and the most lovely person during the day....

I SPEAK ON BEHALF OF ALL WOMEN

sorry to the boys that are lovely! I hope you don't get fucked over by any of us girls because im not saying that, that also doesnt happen.

toray