smile

i think i might have a bit of a crush on someone
a little bit hehe

hes younger than me
hes lovely
hes tallented
hes relaxed
and hes quite the gentelman

life is lovely :)

smiles

toray

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Hello world, hello Australia, hello Victoria, hello melbourne, hello Warrandyte
when something makes you honestly at peace with yourself and you feel such happiness then why not share it with everyone else.... so thats what i'm going to do. I draw it makes me happy... 

wayne's world 2

mmmm
the perfect man
it's hard right? trying to figure out what you want

my perfect man... i figured i didnt know what i wanted so i would try and write it down and see how i go...

mmm
> taller than me
>brunet
>lovely eyes and smile
>long hair
>older than me
> mature
> funny / sarcastic
> lives near by
>we can bag each other but end up kissing :D
>doesnt mind if he makes a dick of himself (ill still laugh hehe)
>believes in himself
>can drive well
> is going somewhere
> doesnt wear running runners with jeans
> can... sing or draw or take photos or play drums or play guitar or something well.
>everyone likes him
>isnt a pretty boy
>is a doofus like me
>likes to snuggle
>likes to kiss alot
>likes to spoon
>likes to tickle
>likes my family and gets along with my siblings ( very important to me)
>doesnt want to change me
>isnt traditionally good looking
> has good style
>their family likes me
>is happy with himself
>likes good music...
>can make me giggle
>would be happy to just fall asleep with me on the couch
> likes mid 80s to early 90s rock music
>also 60 and 70s rock music
> doesnt care if i just walk around in a band tee
> chill and not uptight


prett much i want a releationship like a jack johnson song

im not looking for someone but im glad i kinda know what i would like now hehe.... never really put it down.

peace world
and once again i love you all
toray... xx

glasses

hmmmmm world im sleepy

been to dumplings

got coffee in china town

finishing off my seccond sketch book for the holidays

myspacing like a loser

lying on my bed

watching across the universe.

hmmmmm about to have a shower will be lovely.

actualy im happy just singing (badly) along to across the universe (by myself)

hahahaahhahahahahah

hahahahahhahahahah

ahahah

lame bitch i am :p

sillllly toray

anyway world cant type and sing

i'm outa here

peace

keep it cool

toray :)

spray adhesive

Well today was a very exciting day

ONE my family is coming home TRE HAPPY
miss my bedroom:( haha

TWO
the talented band she's themorning and thenight http://www.myspace.com/tonightweare are using my art work on their band tshirt :D they like my artwork ahhhh i'm so happy right now :D like when i dance in the rain in my school uniform and splash in the mud haha aww old days >>

ummm thats all right now hehe talk soon world

spread the love

toray

hello tonight

hello world

currently.

listening to : soul music

eating: ice

drinking: ice water

drawing: people (blind contour)

boys: noooope well not really

TONIGHT IS DARIOS PARTY

im a bit excited for him hahah

me + verity + tasha

car ride there will be fun

ummmmmmmmmm

i miss my family a bit they are on holiday :(

but back on MONDAY

yay

and i will be getting a new laptop soon heh bit happy

ummm and also NEXT WEEK i have the NDS CAMP not really organised by NDS haha....

we will do everthing you shouldnt and it will be fun

anyway im off this is a quick on.

speak soon bloggers.

love, toray

dick dick dick

this is just a hello to my lover Richard ( dick) who i am seeing tonight haha


i slept alot today and when i say alot i mean A FUCK LOAD

last night was the best full stop :P \
i had to leave early for becca because she wasnt doing to well but who the fuck said the night finished there heyyyyyyyy ;)

hello English gentleman


hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha HA


so right now im just sitting at tashas while she is out at the movies with damai

so im just a lame bitch :P haha not really coz i get to see my DARLING DICK :D hehehe


love you dick
love you people

haha, toray



OKAY WAIT
NOW ME AND TOM ARE GOING OUT YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY BUT WHERE????? who knows BBYE

POGO yerrrrrr sir

- .Thomas le moke, Le'Calibra? Last pogo EVER this Thurs =[ Tom's list for $$ entry says:
I could not sleep last night

- .Thomas le moke, Le'Calibra? Last pogo EVER this Thurs =[ Tom's list for $$ entry says:
Due to extreme exciteness

TORAY. lastpogotonightlastpogotonightlastpogotonight says:
heheheh eYAAAAAAAAAAAAY

- .Thomas le moke, Le'Calibra? Last pogo EVER this Thurs =[ Tom's list for $$ entry says:
YAY

- .Thomas le moke, Le'Calibra? Last pogo EVER this Thurs =[ Tom's list for $$ entry says:
Alcohol poising

TORAY. lastpogotonightlastpogotonightlastpogotonight says:
YES!

- .Thomas le moke, Le'Calibra? Last pogo EVER this Thurs =[ Tom's list for $$ entry says:
WOO

TORAY. lastpogotonightlastpogotonightlastpogotonight says:
what time do you want us over






WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
somebody eg.me
IS SWELLLLLLLLL

no more sadness for toray
bye bye sadness
tata *waves*


haha
today i went shopping
got some sweet shit from savers
and went to greensy for a bit of a splerge

and now i just had a shower and getting ready for the last POGO ever.
this is clearly going to be very sad
so we must all get...
our dance on
our drink on
our smoke on
our cute on
our kiss on
and whatever else we can get on FUCK IT we will!


plus i get to see all my old school friends
tre exciting

ehhhhhh anywho must be off i have wet hair and want to go get ready

tata photos will be up shortly

LOVE EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD
peace
toray

right?

I'm lame. Three blogs in one night. Fucking great.



I think i should be wise about he whole liking someone



I should just be mature about it.



I can't do it to myself again, if you did read my first blog i have had one and only one... love before, and i have had a tone of crushes on people but i always keep it safe.... because ill be honist with you i got .. well ill explain it like this



my heart was thrown in acid ..... while..... lady Ga Ga sung in the background. all very shit things.


mmmm so since then i have been a bit scared to like someone.
im scared now of what im doing.


fuck it.
it was lovely
hes lovely
hanging with him when we did was lovely


but i just cant
its sad right?







yer it is.

ahh

Sorry for the spelling mistakes below was in a rush…

Also watching Russell Brand DVD heh

Toray. x

swelll..... late night bloging

well this isn’t the happiest of blogs....

i like a boy... well starting to.... i guess.

ill list the things that are just horrid about the entire thing.

1. i like talking to him and i think hes just sick of talking to me. its not my fault... i find him so funny and lovely. but now i just feel like shit because we hardly talk,.... when i msg him i regret it later because i feel like a doofus.

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3. i have only known him a little why so i just sound like an idiot

4. i want to see him a little bit coz i just want to get to know him better ..

5. i sound stupid... silly, silly, toray.





.... i like his kisses ^^


I’m lame
i hope he never reads this


i just pray that he doesn’t get sick of me because I’m not normally like this I’m actually quite normal...

oh its so frustrating im s fucking lame lame lame lame lame.... fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck me

i think i should just forget about it.
he does love someone....

ill shut up now.

oh wait one thing

i said something horrible he said something personal on his behalf and i said stupidly "oh well i wont try then"

i would like to try but I’m so scared of failing badly...







and I’m like an old woman compared to him haha.









ill just make up my mind and just not, I’m a bit scared .



ONTO SOMTHING NEW

shout out to my family

mother i love you clearly your just the best :)

daddy you think you up to date with the music..... haha eg. sneaky sound system :P love youu

lizzzay you rock my world little sister you have bf .... haha u bitch im just the single older sister. Your one of my best friend and you always make me smile... love you lilly lolly little legs.

RICHARD best mate, you kick my ass 24/7 and make me chuckle all the time. ur a white will smith u sexy fuck love you bro


hahaha i think this is enough emotion for one blog
your all very special

peace
toray.

p.s RUSSEL BRAND DOO ME